Angelina,17&some things can't be the same again the second time.
Losing a friend may be more painful than losing your lover, no?
Superficial friends. True friends.
It's not that easy to differentiate right?
I'm moving to somewhere nice (:
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 | 1:40 PM
Baby and I are all right already!
:D
Maybe just for the time being.
Ykno what.
I hate NS!!!! D:
MY FREAKING HEART SANK LIKE IDK WHAT WHENEVER I THINK OF THE FACT THAT HE IS GOING IN SOON.
Rawrrrrr.
Byebye.
:D
Maybe just for the time being.
Ykno what.
I hate NS!!!! D:
MY FREAKING HEART SANK LIKE IDK WHAT WHENEVER I THINK OF THE FACT THAT HE IS GOING IN SOON.
Rawrrrrr.
Byebye.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009 | 11:05 PM
Copied from xx's blog.
Love is about that electrified feeling when you look into each other's eyes, the wonderful chemistry that you can't explain, together with the sudden psychic power in you to be able to read your lover's mind and their deepest secrets, and having the ability to break through their facades and your own when together, revealing both of your inner selves that we have always feared that others might judge us for, knowing that we will be now seen differently and still be loved the same, or even more for who we really are inside. Its more than just the mundane affections of love, sex, romanticism and the overused "i love you". Its about showing how you feel instead of just saying it, it's about trust and respect. Knowing that your lover will be there for you at your highest and lowest, knowing that he'll catch you when you fall, knowing that he'll try his best to protect you from what ever evil that may come. Love isnt about spending time together, but knowing that you'll be there for each other always. Somehow in a way it sounds like friendship, it is, but it requires more understanding and that wee bit of chemistry that you can't explain. That's what makes it special, cause only the two will feel the same, and experience this one of a kind journey we drew for ourselves together.
Angelina fell down on day2 of CNY and her dad's car went haywire on the same day too.
How great.
Ykno sometimes, games noob shouldn't be working in a cybercafe.
Example1:
Ken: Ey, cust cannot play maple today 'cos still patching ok?
Me: Orhhhhh... Why cannot play?
Ken: (with the weird look) Cos patching ma!
Me: Huh, why patching cannot play? What's that?
Ken: ... Nvm, just tell them what I told you.
Example 2:
Me: HELLO! What games are you playing so that I can give you the correct com.
(GuyA &B answered at the same time.)
GuyA: Warcraft
GuyB: Dota
Me: huh?! So is what?
GuyA: (with the you-are-a-noob face) warcraft and dota is the same.
Me: ... D:<
LIKE HOW I KNOW MY BOYFRIEND ONLY TELL ME HE DOTA HE NV TELL ME DOTA IS SOME KINDA MAP WHAT THINGY AND WARCRAFT IS THE NAME OF THE GAME WHAT.
okkk, that's about it. Bye Bunk Hello School.
The difference is that my world revolves around you and your world doesn't revolves only around me. I'm feeling, still feeling still thinking about 1001 stuffs in my head. But, I can't convey them. Difficult it may be, but I can't let go. No, I can but I'm afraid.
It hurts. Badly.
Yet, I'm afraid that our perseverance is a mistake.
Love is about that electrified feeling when you look into each other's eyes, the wonderful chemistry that you can't explain, together with the sudden psychic power in you to be able to read your lover's mind and their deepest secrets, and having the ability to break through their facades and your own when together, revealing both of your inner selves that we have always feared that others might judge us for, knowing that we will be now seen differently and still be loved the same, or even more for who we really are inside. Its more than just the mundane affections of love, sex, romanticism and the overused "i love you". Its about showing how you feel instead of just saying it, it's about trust and respect. Knowing that your lover will be there for you at your highest and lowest, knowing that he'll catch you when you fall, knowing that he'll try his best to protect you from what ever evil that may come. Love isnt about spending time together, but knowing that you'll be there for each other always. Somehow in a way it sounds like friendship, it is, but it requires more understanding and that wee bit of chemistry that you can't explain. That's what makes it special, cause only the two will feel the same, and experience this one of a kind journey we drew for ourselves together.
Angelina fell down on day2 of CNY and her dad's car went haywire on the same day too.
How great.
Ykno sometimes, games noob shouldn't be working in a cybercafe.
Example1:
Ken: Ey, cust cannot play maple today 'cos still patching ok?
Me: Orhhhhh... Why cannot play?
Ken: (with the weird look) Cos patching ma!
Me: Huh, why patching cannot play? What's that?
Ken: ... Nvm, just tell them what I told you.
Example 2:
Me: HELLO! What games are you playing so that I can give you the correct com.
(GuyA &B answered at the same time.)
GuyA: Warcraft
GuyB: Dota
Me: huh?! So is what?
GuyA: (with the you-are-a-noob face) warcraft and dota is the same.
Me: ... D:<
LIKE HOW I KNOW MY BOYFRIEND ONLY TELL ME HE DOTA HE NV TELL ME DOTA IS SOME KINDA MAP WHAT THINGY AND WARCRAFT IS THE NAME OF THE GAME WHAT.
okkk, that's about it. Bye Bunk Hello School.
The difference is that my world revolves around you and your world doesn't revolves only around me. I'm feeling, still feeling still thinking about 1001 stuffs in my head. But, I can't convey them. Difficult it may be, but I can't let go. No, I can but I'm afraid.
It hurts. Badly.
Yet, I'm afraid that our perseverance is a mistake.
Monday, January 26, 2009 | 8:44 PM
Because, I still can't feel it.
How do I put it across to you?
You're my priority.
But.
What about you?
How do I put it across to you?
You're my priority.
But.
What about you?
Saturday, January 24, 2009 | 6:38 PM
(heart squeezes)
Do you ever wonder whether you're important to your loved ones?
Sorry.
I can't feel it.
Do you ever wonder whether you're important to your loved ones?
Sorry.
I can't feel it.
Friday, January 23, 2009 | 12:42 AM
JAE ended.
School is starting.
Am I going to allow you to manipulate my future once again?
I never wanted to have control over something so badly...
But you insisted.
Does it occur to you that my happiness is way more important than achievements?
Wait a minute...
I don't even have any achievements to begin with 'cause I went to a JC despite knowing that I don't have the abilities to and screwed up my entire year.
And now.
I don't wanna do this anymore.
Is not only 'cause I lose interest.
The main reason is...
I hate what I am doing.
I can't wait to get out of the f JC and head to a poly to start with a new course that is at least relevant to my life.
However...
Your expectations reasoning experience and whatever shit excuses are stopping me.
I can't even convince myself to be good and stay in a JC mug hard promote ace A's get into local U. 'Cause that's not what I wanted what I chose.
Thinking of my future, arguing with you is making me confused and glum D:<
I can't even make you think in my perspective.
Ykno how much expectations kill?
My parents' expectations are stopping me from going after what I want.
My expectations of you are making me upset 'cause I hoped you'll be able to fulfil what I want but I'll end up in disappointment though.
Baby, our expectations towards this relationship are way too different.
As much as I hoped that you'll be able to meet my expectations, think along my line, I know it's impossible. Ykno, sometimes compromising doesn't make all things work?
I love you, Baby.
I've loads to say. But nothing gets outta my mouth. The words and sentences don't exactly convey how I feel what I think.
Baby I know you've put it a lot into this relationship to make things work. It's always me right? Always me who expect ridiculous things from you. That's why it always lead to quarrels.
But, you knew all along that I'm not that independent. I needed someone to be with me.
I'm sorry I'm not giving you enough space.
But, I'm trying over here.
Can you see it?
I knew you tried your best.
I'm imperfect, full of flaws.
No matter how much assurance there are,
it's a matter of fact that I don't fit the criteria.
And I won't ever fit into them no matter what.
Don't you agree?
School is starting.
Am I going to allow you to manipulate my future once again?
I never wanted to have control over something so badly...
But you insisted.
Does it occur to you that my happiness is way more important than achievements?
Wait a minute...
I don't even have any achievements to begin with 'cause I went to a JC despite knowing that I don't have the abilities to and screwed up my entire year.
And now.
I don't wanna do this anymore.
Is not only 'cause I lose interest.
The main reason is...
I hate what I am doing.
I can't wait to get out of the f JC and head to a poly to start with a new course that is at least relevant to my life.
However...
Your expectations reasoning experience and whatever shit excuses are stopping me.
I can't even convince myself to be good and stay in a JC mug hard promote ace A's get into local U. 'Cause that's not what I wanted what I chose.
Thinking of my future, arguing with you is making me confused and glum D:<
I can't even make you think in my perspective.
Ykno how much expectations kill?
My parents' expectations are stopping me from going after what I want.
My expectations of you are making me upset 'cause I hoped you'll be able to fulfil what I want but I'll end up in disappointment though.
Baby, our expectations towards this relationship are way too different.
As much as I hoped that you'll be able to meet my expectations, think along my line, I know it's impossible. Ykno, sometimes compromising doesn't make all things work?
I love you, Baby.
Thursday, January 15, 2009 | 11:45 PM
Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect,
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us.
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us.
I've loads to say. But nothing gets outta my mouth. The words and sentences don't exactly convey how I feel what I think.
Baby I know you've put it a lot into this relationship to make things work. It's always me right? Always me who expect ridiculous things from you. That's why it always lead to quarrels.
But, you knew all along that I'm not that independent. I needed someone to be with me.
I'm sorry I'm not giving you enough space.
But, I'm trying over here.
Can you see it?
I knew you tried your best.
I'm imperfect, full of flaws.
No matter how much assurance there are,
it's a matter of fact that I don't fit the criteria.
And I won't ever fit into them no matter what.
Don't you agree?
Monday, January 5, 2009 | 1:18 AM
My post is gone D:<
I've a lot of things to tell bb but he is unavailable now so oh well...
I cannot tell you how important you are to me no matter what happens please don't let go 'cause I won't know how to react to it.
I've a lot of things to tell bb but he is unavailable now so oh well...
I cannot tell you how important you are to me no matter what happens please don't let go 'cause I won't know how to react to it.
Thursday, January 1, 2009 | 12:19 AM
HAHAHAHAHA
:D :D :D
It's the new year!
Didn't countdown with Clique (Sorry Char! You can pass me the PADDLES in future.) in the end too nua stayed home with Tiffany Ning.
Ok wo yao qu zou zou around wo de neighbourhood qu zao ta de peng you le.
Byebye.
I shall post my reflections and resolutions later!
Out with bb in 12hours time :D
&I'm finally working no longer a bum yayyayyay!
:D :D :D
It's the new year!
Didn't countdown with Clique (Sorry Char! You can pass me the PADDLES in future.) in the end too nua stayed home with Tiffany Ning.
Ok wo yao qu zou zou around wo de neighbourhood qu zao ta de peng you le.
Byebye.
I shall post my reflections and resolutions later!
Out with bb in 12hours time :D
&I'm finally working no longer a bum yayyayyay!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 | 12:57 PM
Sian.
D: D: D:
We're all looking for someone to take the pain away.
Ha ha.
People can't exactly be dependent?
I was hoping things are different this time round.
WLAO
DAMN SIAN LAAAAAAAAA.
WTFFFFFFF.
D:<
D: D: D:
We're all looking for someone to take the pain away.
Ha ha.
People can't exactly be dependent?
I was hoping things are different this time round.
WLAO
DAMN SIAN LAAAAAAAAA.
WTFFFFFFF.
D:<
Saturday, December 27, 2008 | 9:39 PM
I kinda screw it up again.
I hate this feeling.
It had been around for quite some time.
Lots of things to think about.
Do you exactly know how much you mean to me?
I hate this feeling.
It had been around for quite some time.
Lots of things to think about.
Do you exactly know how much you mean to me?
Saturday, December 20, 2008 | 11:11 PM
I haven't receive a single message from him today at all so that makes me v sad 'cause I miss him byebye.
D: D: D:
D: D: D:
Friday, December 19, 2008 | 12:31 AM
Have been spending past 3days with bb.
He and Sam came to pick me up from the airport (:
HIAK.
I love you woman!
So spend 15th night at T3 airport chilling with both of them.
Went Marina Sq on 16th caught The Day The Earth Stood Still w bb and lunched and went to Grandma's place.
17th bb came my house and we slacked dropped by Estelli's place went Bedok to get groceries head back home and cook! :D :D :D SUPERFUN! So bb felt bored head for a swim (he say he swam 30laps but I don't remember I slept for so long ok!) I went for a tan then too bored again went TM again to get our puzzle chopchop go home so he can watch the match. We failed to go Ikea D:<
So 18th watched Twilight with bb at TM then had Seoul Garden (African kids are gg to hate you.) and sent him halfway home before I head home. And I kept whining that he's going to be away for 5days leaving me behind D:
WLAO EY Twilight was totally off my expectations. As in I expected something better than that. Edward was not what I hoped he was 'cause the Edward Cullen in my imagination was sosososo much more perfect than the one on the screen and movie was kinda draggy and all of a sudden everything escalated and pfff, ended. Like... yah. Reading the book is so much better 'cause at least it allows the whole entire motion to run according to my own imagination instead.
This morning Bb was superduperuber nicegreatsweetawesome! :D
Last night I v sian diao when he replied so late and I was sleepy so fell asleep w/o calling him. Then this morning at 9.33am he called me so I was kinda surprised.
"Ey, Ykno my plane is actually 11 so I'm at the airport alrd."
"HUH?! (heart sink.) So early."
"HAHAHA no la I at your house downstairs now come down open gate for me ley."
"Don't bluff me la. You always like that say in the end also never."
So I went down and I saw Bb with 豆浆油条!
:D :D :D
After an hour and a half he got to leave alrddddddddd.
D: D: D:
Tmrw will be outta with Tiffany :D
Been a zillion years since I went out with her like a decent outing.
Like, last August?!?!?!
When we're only staying blocks away from each other.
Grandpa's birthday tmrw so time with cousins :D
Shall go to CHC service on Sun with parents 'cause I like their candlelight service.
I've to keep myself uber busy to stop missing bb!
He and Sam came to pick me up from the airport (:
HIAK.
I love you woman!
So spend 15th night at T3 airport chilling with both of them.
Went Marina Sq on 16th caught The Day The Earth Stood Still w bb and lunched and went to Grandma's place.
17th bb came my house and we slacked dropped by Estelli's place went Bedok to get groceries head back home and cook! :D :D :D SUPERFUN! So bb felt bored head for a swim (he say he swam 30laps but I don't remember I slept for so long ok!) I went for a tan then too bored again went TM again to get our puzzle chopchop go home so he can watch the match. We failed to go Ikea D:<
So 18th watched Twilight with bb at TM then had Seoul Garden (African kids are gg to hate you.) and sent him halfway home before I head home. And I kept whining that he's going to be away for 5days leaving me behind D:
WLAO EY Twilight was totally off my expectations. As in I expected something better than that. Edward was not what I hoped he was 'cause the Edward Cullen in my imagination was sosososo much more perfect than the one on the screen and movie was kinda draggy and all of a sudden everything escalated and pfff, ended. Like... yah. Reading the book is so much better 'cause at least it allows the whole entire motion to run according to my own imagination instead.
This morning Bb was superduperuber nicegreatsweetawesome! :D
Last night I v sian diao when he replied so late and I was sleepy so fell asleep w/o calling him. Then this morning at 9.33am he called me so I was kinda surprised.
"Ey, Ykno my plane is actually 11 so I'm at the airport alrd."
"HUH?! (heart sink.) So early."
"HAHAHA no la I at your house downstairs now come down open gate for me ley."
"Don't bluff me la. You always like that say in the end also never."
So I went down and I saw Bb with 豆浆油条!
:D :D :D
After an hour and a half he got to leave alrddddddddd.
D: D: D:
Tmrw will be outta with Tiffany :D
Been a zillion years since I went out with her like a decent outing.
Like, last August?!?!?!
When we're only staying blocks away from each other.
Grandpa's birthday tmrw so time with cousins :D
Shall go to CHC service on Sun with parents 'cause I like their candlelight service.
I've to keep myself uber busy to stop missing bb!
Day1.
Nothing feels right when I'm not with you.
Had been missing you a lot alrd and it's only been a few hours since I last saw you so hurry back to me! D: I miss your goodnight phonecalls &I only have Domo for myself tonight. And I'm down w flu and cramps I want your hugs D:
Tues please come by soon.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 | 12:09 AM
I VERY SAD 'CAUSE BB SAID HE CHANGED HIS OPINION OF ME D:
THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING.
I WNA GO TO SLEEP.
BB IS COMING OVER AT 8PLUS TMRW :D
LET'S HOPE HE CAN WAKE UP IN TIME.
I WNA GO TO SLEEP.
I REALLY WNA GO TO SLEEP.
I MISS THE HOTEL IN HK.
BYEBYE.
KILLER HEELS SPOLIT MY XMAS SHOPPING PLAN TODAY.
I'VE BLISTERS ON PRACTICALLY EVERY SINGLE TOE LEY.
PAIN~
I HATE HEELS.
(edit)
I'm going to cook for bb tmrw hiakhiakhiak sweet hor :D
Randomness, but...
I LOVE MY BOYF.
(/edit)
THAT'S NOT A GOOD THING.
I WNA GO TO SLEEP.
BB IS COMING OVER AT 8PLUS TMRW :D
LET'S HOPE HE CAN WAKE UP IN TIME.
I WNA GO TO SLEEP.
I REALLY WNA GO TO SLEEP.
I MISS THE HOTEL IN HK.
BYEBYE.
KILLER HEELS SPOLIT MY XMAS SHOPPING PLAN TODAY.
I'VE BLISTERS ON PRACTICALLY EVERY SINGLE TOE LEY.
PAIN~
I HATE HEELS.
(edit)
I'm going to cook for bb tmrw hiakhiakhiak sweet hor :D
Randomness, but...
I LOVE MY BOYF.
(/edit)
Thursday, December 11, 2008 | 12:09 AM
HELLO :D
It's the 11th alrdddddd.
I'm flyingflyingflying in 10hours' time~
Have been spending my past 2days with bb (:
HIAKHIAK.
No zoo for 4th month 'cause we too nua alrd so went AMK to meet online buyer mos for lunch 4christmases for movie!
Movie was nice, cried a lil but laughed like @#@%$#^%$ most of the time.
Went to get those last minute stuffs today and had Sakaeeeeeeeee with bb!
:D :D :D
Happyhappy~
Had long bus ride too.
We both gave each other a surprise todayyyyyyyyyy :B
Chipmunk is the new love yo.
Going to be back on the 15th.
I'm going to miss you boyfriend D:
Takecare of yourself and yadayada alright?
Rawrrrrr, should have stolen more hugs from you :X
I love you boyfriend! (:
(edit)
Oky, I'm going to miss my great bimbo partner, Estelli too! (: 'Cause we see each other everyday! Don't be sad you'll not have sucha great gym partner and company for so many days but nvm you've your awesome boyf that knows how to befriend Photoshop to company you. Random shit. Miss me Bimbo! WE'LL GYM THE MOMENT I'M BACK! :D
(/edit)
It's the 11th alrdddddd.
I'm flyingflyingflying in 10hours' time~
Have been spending my past 2days with bb (:
HIAKHIAK.
No zoo for 4th month 'cause we too nua alrd so went AMK to meet online buyer mos for lunch 4christmases for movie!
Movie was nice, cried a lil but laughed like @#@%$#^%$ most of the time.
Went to get those last minute stuffs today and had Sakaeeeeeeeee with bb!
:D :D :D
Happyhappy~
Had long bus ride too.
We both gave each other a surprise todayyyyyyyyyy :B
Chipmunk is the new love yo.
Going to be back on the 15th.
I'm going to miss you boyfriend D:
Takecare of yourself and yadayada alright?
Rawrrrrr, should have stolen more hugs from you :X
I love you boyfriend! (:
(edit)
Oky, I'm going to miss my great bimbo partner, Estelli too! (: 'Cause we see each other everyday! Don't be sad you'll not have sucha great gym partner and company for so many days but nvm you've your awesome boyf that knows how to befriend Photoshop to company you. Random shit. Miss me Bimbo! WE'LL GYM THE MOMENT I'M BACK! :D
(/edit)
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 | 12:20 AM
Wtfishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh D:<
Photoshop is still not cooperating with me!
I'm going to give it a cold shoulder for messing around with my Firefox.
Off to ogle at Takuya Kimura~
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I'm going to see you in 10hours' time!
Happy 4th :D
I still love you baby.
Photoshop is still not cooperating with me!
I'm going to give it a cold shoulder for messing around with my Firefox.
Off to ogle at Takuya Kimura~
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I'm going to see you in 10hours' time!
Happy 4th :D
I still love you baby.
Monday, December 8, 2008 | 2:07 AM
Went for Cousin's wedding at some big, great, grand hotel but food suck but I still ate so FATSYO! Wo hen sad D: I very long nv gym alrd still eat.
Tmrw still eat! But tmrw I'm going to meet Steph yoooooooooo :D
I miss you woman! Been a year since I last saw you when you zoomed off to Aust.
Shopping time~
Today's wedding wasn't that great 'cause I have a effing busted cousin who totally pissed the hell outta every single one in the extended family &I've to cook up a story to explain why I've to repeat another year without "embarrassing" my Mum.
Is there a need for others to scream at you about filial piety in the public when you're alrd in your thirties with a kid?
Is there a need to treat every single one like dirt and shove them away with disrespect?
Is there a need to be hostile to everyone, even your own parents and grandparents?
What happened to the cousin that I knew from the past?
You walked past your grandparents without even acknowledging them shoot them dirty looks making a big fuss when sitting at the same table and refused to be around them. Like wtfffffff?
So yadayada, the adults left feeling rather upset and the kids decided to shoot her dirty looks. (Ya la, I know quite childish.)
Anyw, I had breakfast with Bb this morning!!!! :D
Idk why so happy.
But I'm just very happy. (♥)
4th is coming~
I'M OFF TO HONGKONG SOON!!!! :D
Photoshop is pissing me off!
D:<
It's causing Firefox to hang every 10min.
Tmrw still eat! But tmrw I'm going to meet Steph yoooooooooo :D
I miss you woman! Been a year since I last saw you when you zoomed off to Aust.
Shopping time~
Today's wedding wasn't that great 'cause I have a effing busted cousin who totally pissed the hell outta every single one in the extended family &I've to cook up a story to explain why I've to repeat another year without "embarrassing" my Mum.
Is there a need for others to scream at you about filial piety in the public when you're alrd in your thirties with a kid?
Is there a need to treat every single one like dirt and shove them away with disrespect?
Is there a need to be hostile to everyone, even your own parents and grandparents?
What happened to the cousin that I knew from the past?
You walked past your grandparents without even acknowledging them shoot them dirty looks making a big fuss when sitting at the same table and refused to be around them. Like wtfffffff?
So yadayada, the adults left feeling rather upset and the kids decided to shoot her dirty looks. (Ya la, I know quite childish.)
Anyw, I had breakfast with Bb this morning!!!! :D
Idk why so happy.
But I'm just very happy. (♥)
4th is coming~
I'M OFF TO HONGKONG SOON!!!! :D
Photoshop is pissing me off!
D:<
It's causing Firefox to hang every 10min.
Friday, December 5, 2008 | 11:31 PM
Went Dempsey with Peixuan, Estelli, Sam, Huiteng and Sam's friend like Peterrrrrrr (some mad alcoholic guy) So... Harry's Bar first totally busted and Peter is sucha good actor like wthell eh, he looked so convincing so we got Virgin Mary and some Strawberry drink which taste superb. Virgin Mary is like, EEEWK. Then we went B&J's for supper! :D
So we decided to head to Huiteng's house for stayover 'cause it was really kinda unsafe for us to be like loitering in the streets in the middle of the night when Dempsey look so eerie? Was complaining like nuts 'cause got to walk down the hills in heels D: Then. THEN. This guy driving this convertible car was like stopping in front of us and asked if we wanted a ride out with him and his friends. Obviously we said no la, 'cause we still have brains like duh no way later they bring us to somewhere like god knows where. And after that THREE convertibles just drove past like thatttttt D: three ley!!!!! I should have just board one of them and zoom off to Huiteng's house. Sam and I was like whining non-stop especially 'cause we couldn't get a cab and Huiteng was like, "Sluts." WTHELL.
Oky, so gotten some alcohol on the way and we head back to Huiteng's house for drinks. Huiteng wasn't even close to drunk at alll~ Sam was like close to drunk so she quickly got up to drink loads of water to so called flush the alcohol outta her body so she won't get rash (she is allergic to alcohol la like ????) So after that I was kinda high and stuffs laughing like !@$#@^%$&^* and attempting to prove that I'm still sober by painting by nails nicely and walking in a straight line.
Estelli was totally knocked out totally drunk la stupid bimbo talking nonsense. (I mean she doesn't talk much sense normally but yesterday was insanely off.)
She actually did a center-parting and asked us "Am I nice?!" twice before collapsing onto the bed and continue nua-ing before she starts a new spark of retarded stuffs. And this morning she woke up with no recollection of what she did last night Zzz.
And hello~ my head hurts like @!$#@%$# since I got home D:<
Bb came to my house like 3plus after his sleepover and slacked nuaed around till 5plus and we head to TM for PastaMania Dinner and Blot for Movie.
Damn effed up with mum #$#@%$#^%$& D:<
Abrupt ending.
So we decided to head to Huiteng's house for stayover 'cause it was really kinda unsafe for us to be like loitering in the streets in the middle of the night when Dempsey look so eerie? Was complaining like nuts 'cause got to walk down the hills in heels D: Then. THEN. This guy driving this convertible car was like stopping in front of us and asked if we wanted a ride out with him and his friends. Obviously we said no la, 'cause we still have brains like duh no way later they bring us to somewhere like god knows where. And after that THREE convertibles just drove past like thatttttt D: three ley!!!!! I should have just board one of them and zoom off to Huiteng's house. Sam and I was like whining non-stop especially 'cause we couldn't get a cab and Huiteng was like, "Sluts." WTHELL.
Oky, so gotten some alcohol on the way and we head back to Huiteng's house for drinks. Huiteng wasn't even close to drunk at alll~ Sam was like close to drunk so she quickly got up to drink loads of water to so called flush the alcohol outta her body so she won't get rash (she is allergic to alcohol la like ????) So after that I was kinda high and stuffs laughing like !@$#@^%$&^* and attempting to prove that I'm still sober by painting by nails nicely and walking in a straight line.
Estelli was totally knocked out totally drunk la stupid bimbo talking nonsense. (I mean she doesn't talk much sense normally but yesterday was insanely off.)
She actually did a center-parting and asked us "Am I nice?!" twice before collapsing onto the bed and continue nua-ing before she starts a new spark of retarded stuffs. And this morning she woke up with no recollection of what she did last night Zzz.
And hello~ my head hurts like @!$#@%$# since I got home D:<
Bb came to my house like 3plus after his sleepover and slacked nuaed around till 5plus and we head to TM for PastaMania Dinner and Blot for Movie.
Damn effed up with mum #$#@%$#^%$& D:<
Abrupt ending.
Thursday, December 4, 2008 | 3:00 AM
Love the girl in your heart, not in your mind.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love wholeheartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship.
You'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is &everything will be the best it can be.
Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world &she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for awhile.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey"or "darling".
How would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her &make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love. (:
Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage,
love her till old age,
love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor &respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,
she's someone to love,
not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is,
never despise her &mistreat her,
never even think of toying with her.
It is muchmuchmuch more complex than how I had expected. Considering more factors into it and stuffs, I guess it's more of a wake up call.
If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings.
Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.
Love her for who she is.
Don't even think about changing any bit about her.
6 billion people in this world & 6billion different personalities.
She's special & she will stay that way.
You change any part of her, you'll change her forever.
Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.
Love wholeheartedly.
She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her.
She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love.
So love her guys, not play with her.
Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever.
If you're with her, love her.
Don't cause a strain in the relationship.
You'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all.
Respect love the way it is &everything will be the best it can be.
Don't expect perfection from her.
She's the only one in the world &she's done the best she could.
Like another girl while you're in a relationship?
Then I think it's time you remain single for awhile.
Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.
Tell the truth, never hide anything from her.
If you want her to tell you everything, do the same.
Don't go calling other girls "honey"or "darling".
How would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way?
Be faithful, enough is enough.
Socialise only when you're single.
You socialise & flirt around to get the girl of your dreams.
Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.
It never kills to be romantic.
Think, be flexible.
Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her.
Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you.
Something sweet & simple always get the job done.
Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.
Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day.
Love her as if each day is the last.
Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys.
Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart.
Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity.
remember, INSECURITY.
Promise her &make sure you never break it.
Swear to her & make sure you keep it.
Pledge your love to her & her alone.
Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to.
Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it.
That's love. (:
Give her your heart, your life, your everything.
Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises.
But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.
Never, ever walk out of her life.
She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die.
Its her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?
Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory.
Don't leave her once you've won her love.
Love her all the way till the end of time,
love her till marriage,
love her till old age,
love her till death.
If you can love her till the end of time,
you've earned the honor &respect for you've truly loved her.
She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise.
Win her heart & love her over.
Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display,
she's someone to love,
not to show off to your "friends".
Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you.
Respect her for the way she is,
never despise her &mistreat her,
never even think of toying with her.
It is muchmuchmuch more complex than how I had expected. Considering more factors into it and stuffs, I guess it's more of a wake up call.
| 2:34 AM
I'm still feeling very bored D:
So Dad refused to let me drop by Estelli's house for movie marathon and both of us were Zzz damn sian diao 'cause we were both ultra energetic after sleeping for so long.
We wanted to do something damn cool. Sneaked out and walked towards each other head for supper then walk home. Sounds cool right, moreover she stays near me. But. BUT. Estelli never sneaked before and the way she opens the door would most prolly wake everyone up. No supper D: Then I suddenly thought of LWS 'cause he used to cycle from his house like, Bedok to my place in the middle of the night with Macs for supper and I always have to sneak out to my house swimming pool and have supper at the poolside. Cool horrrrrrrrr. Now people got girlf alrd so don't want friend alrd D:<
Wdv. I still had supper. (FATSYO)
I'm so bored.
Boreeed.
Talking to an unknown guy who claims to be my primary school friend (?)
Alrightttttttt, source of entertainment to fill in the void.
Still bored.
I wonder why wasn't I expecting anything from you today. It feels... without you today.
Tmrw is going to be a fun/cool/tiring day.
8in the morning. (Gawd)
So Dad refused to let me drop by Estelli's house for movie marathon and both of us were Zzz damn sian diao 'cause we were both ultra energetic after sleeping for so long.
We wanted to do something damn cool. Sneaked out and walked towards each other head for supper then walk home. Sounds cool right, moreover she stays near me. But. BUT. Estelli never sneaked before and the way she opens the door would most prolly wake everyone up. No supper D: Then I suddenly thought of LWS 'cause he used to cycle from his house like, Bedok to my place in the middle of the night with Macs for supper and I always have to sneak out to my house swimming pool and have supper at the poolside. Cool horrrrrrrrr. Now people got girlf alrd so don't want friend alrd D:<
Wdv. I still had supper. (FATSYO)
I'm so bored.
Boreeed.
Talking to an unknown guy who claims to be my primary school friend (?)
Alrightttttttt, source of entertainment to fill in the void.
Still bored.
I wonder why wasn't I expecting anything from you today. It feels... without you today.
Tmrw is going to be a fun/cool/tiring day.
8in the morning. (Gawd)
Wednesday, December 3, 2008 | 6:48 PM
Pretty sunset (:
The sky was so pretty.
(Heh) I miss watching the sun rise with you.
Let's watch sun rise soon bb!
&I wna go RSVP at Park for seafood buffettttttttttt!
But JiaJ says the service there sucks.
The sky was so pretty.
(Heh) I miss watching the sun rise with you.
Let's watch sun rise soon bb!
&I wna go RSVP at Park for seafood buffettttttttttt!
But JiaJ says the service there sucks.
| 4:17 PM
Had 14hours of sleep again hiakhiak wlao, damn nice can like being years since I get to sleep till afternoon but yah no mood to gym now -.-
Was bloghopping like what's new andand this girl was like having her boyf away from her for 21 days (21days ley!!!!) cannot contact and blah and she is like still surviving damn it I think I'll die. Then Dad says he wna extend my HK trippppppp which means I will be back at around 18th night and 19th boyf will be pfffffff, off to Viet back at 23rd so no seeing &contacting him from 11th to 23rd like wthell noooooooooo. So I'm off to fabricate a story to persuade Dad not to do so.
I very sian now leyyyyyyyyy!
Boyf will be off for prom and postprom tonight so yadayada I'm off to Est's house for movie marathon. WLAOOOOOOOOO I WNA GO DEMPSEY TONIGHT STUPID POKE CANNOT GO SO MUST TMRW GO LIKE WTHELL. (Wed got free drinks ley!)
I'm off to glue my eyes to the teevee till Dad is back with my dinner and off to Bimbo's house!
Baby, have fun tonight! ^^
I'll miss you (:
Was bloghopping like what's new andand this girl was like having her boyf away from her for 21 days (21days ley!!!!) cannot contact and blah and she is like still surviving damn it I think I'll die. Then Dad says he wna extend my HK trippppppp which means I will be back at around 18th night and 19th boyf will be pfffffff, off to Viet back at 23rd so no seeing &contacting him from 11th to 23rd like wthell noooooooooo. So I'm off to fabricate a story to persuade Dad not to do so.
I very sian now leyyyyyyyyy!
Boyf will be off for prom and postprom tonight so yadayada I'm off to Est's house for movie marathon. WLAOOOOOOOOO I WNA GO DEMPSEY TONIGHT STUPID POKE CANNOT GO SO MUST TMRW GO LIKE WTHELL. (Wed got free drinks ley!)
I'm off to glue my eyes to the teevee till Dad is back with my dinner and off to Bimbo's house!
Baby, have fun tonight! ^^
I'll miss you (:
Tuesday, December 2, 2008 | 12:19 AM
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything is nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in vow
And pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
All the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end
Ha ha. If only I were that strong-willed.
Where everything is nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
But I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment, you know
As I bleed my heart out to show that I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in vow
And pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
All the streets, where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
I've come to an end
Ha ha. If only I were that strong-willed.
Monday, December 1, 2008 | 11:59 PM
Processing of thoughts.
Kinda tedious 'cause I'm forcing myself to think in a more mature way?
The L word scares me now.
Let's hope I see things in a different light when I'm back from HK (:
I've no idea why did my heart sink when I heard of that.
Well well.
"Where was He when I needed him ?"
"God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children."
(:
Kinda tedious 'cause I'm forcing myself to think in a more mature way?
The L word scares me now.
Let's hope I see things in a different light when I'm back from HK (:
I've no idea why did my heart sink when I heard of that.
Well well.
"Where was He when I needed him ?"
"God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children."
(:
| 1:02 AM
To add on...
I'm effing pissed with online shopping.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY WHERE IS YOUR INTEGRITY AND SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY.
WTFISHHHHHHHHHH.
The online seller took sucha long time to reply me and now. Now. You're telling me that I can actually get a refund after 3months?!? When I asked for a refund 1month ago, you told me it's impossible and I can only get half the amount back so I waited for like #$#@$%$#% months and now you're telling me I can get a refund. Wait... So I still have to wait to get my refund. For goodness sake, give me an exact date when will I get my items and refunds.
And now the online buyer is acting like a dead buyer playing around with me messing around with my schedule I set a time&place for meetup though it was only a 6bux purchase and now you're M.I.A-ing and not replying my emails/msges. Which part of no dead buyers do you not understand?
I'm effing pissed with online shopping.
I MEAN SERIOUSLY WHERE IS YOUR INTEGRITY AND SENSE OF RESPONSIBILITY.
WTFISHHHHHHHHHH.
The online seller took sucha long time to reply me and now. Now. You're telling me that I can actually get a refund after 3months?!? When I asked for a refund 1month ago, you told me it's impossible and I can only get half the amount back so I waited for like #$#@$%$#% months and now you're telling me I can get a refund. Wait... So I still have to wait to get my refund. For goodness sake, give me an exact date when will I get my items and refunds.
And now the online buyer is acting like a dead buyer playing around with me messing around with my schedule I set a time&place for meetup though it was only a 6bux purchase and now you're M.I.A-ing and not replying my emails/msges. Which part of no dead buyers do you not understand?
| 12:36 AM
:D :D :D
I LOVE BABY!
♥
Sorry for being so snappy and showing my unhappiness towards you for these past few days, but yeah. I'm glad that we're both putting in an effort and you're giving in a lot a lot more just to make me a happier girrrrrrrrrrl.
Okyyyyyyy, happy moment is over for the time being 'cause I'm being snapped back into reality. Being having so much fun recently chilling around travelling all around S'pore meeting up with boyf very often that... I forgotten that I'm retaining &there's 2more years of JC ): I've more or less forgotten every single thing that was taught in school including O's stuffs and what's more year1 stuffs and it makes me a lil pissed 'cause I've to start from scratch I need to find the motivation and drive that I had during O's period.
Put this aside, I promise I'll really start studying when I'm back from HK (:
Meantime, I think I'm going to miss you badly rawrrrrrrrrr.
Kissseshugscuddlesholdinghandsbickeringlol@eachother
flowersphonecallstextpattingmetosleeplyingonyourshoulder
tosleepsayingIloveyou.
&with manymanymany more.
Hello baby this is probably the best day I ever had thanks for being sucha great boyf for me I know I'm not that perfect but let's both make this relationship the best it can ever get shall we?
Oky, I'm back to my happy moodddddddddddd (:
Baby has been ultra nice to fill in my free days with meet ups and dates. (♥)
I LOVE BABY!
♥
Sorry for being so snappy and showing my unhappiness towards you for these past few days, but yeah. I'm glad that we're both putting in an effort and you're giving in a lot a lot more just to make me a happier girrrrrrrrrrl.
Okyyyyyyy, happy moment is over for the time being 'cause I'm being snapped back into reality. Being having so much fun recently chilling around travelling all around S'pore meeting up with boyf very often that... I forgotten that I'm retaining &there's 2more years of JC ): I've more or less forgotten every single thing that was taught in school including O's stuffs and what's more year1 stuffs and it makes me a lil pissed 'cause I've to start from scratch I need to find the motivation and drive that I had during O's period.
Put this aside, I promise I'll really start studying when I'm back from HK (:
Meantime, I think I'm going to miss you badly rawrrrrrrrrr.
Kissseshugscuddlesholdinghandsbickeringlol@eachother
flowersphonecallstextpattingmetosleeplyingonyourshoulder
tosleepsayingIloveyou.
&with manymanymany more.
Hello baby this is probably the best day I ever had thanks for being sucha great boyf for me I know I'm not that perfect but let's both make this relationship the best it can ever get shall we?
Oky, I'm back to my happy moodddddddddddd (:
Baby has been ultra nice to fill in my free days with meet ups and dates. (♥)
Saturday, November 29, 2008 | 1:16 AM
I'm getting very pissed that Mum actually opened my bank letter and check on my bank statement every single month like wthell it's my bank a/c helloooooooooooooo respect each other's privacy? I think that is pretty enough I don't need you to be nagging at me and screaming at me for spending so much money and blah 'cause if I'm not mistaken, you aren't the one who is giving me my pocket money or paying for my expenses. What's next? Studies. (Roll eyes)
I'm not trying to throw tantrums here and I hope you understand. I know it's alright for us to think differently. But too differently is a problem, isn't it? We're thinking things in total opposite manner. I need attention. You need an independent girl. I try hard to be one, I get upset. You try to give me more attention, it's too tiring.
I'm hungryyyyyyyy!
I'm tired.
I'm getting eff-ed up with practically everything.
I can't wait to get to HK.
Brian had been going back to church alrd. &it makes me guilty of my own church attendance and behaviour. The faith he had, the commitment and everything.
Reflection time.
estelli says:
cannot just judge by thinking de laaaaa ^^
So, I'm trying to put this issue behind me.
But it's still pretty bothering.
It's hard to let you think along my line and vice versa.
(I'm adapting.)
Wdv.
I have a sudden urge to bawl.
D: D: D:
Tmrw will be a better day 'cause it's day out with Charmaine and Wong LiangJin.
My lunch will be on him.
:D :D :D
Friday, November 28, 2008 | 11:45 PM
Sometimes I feel like there's no getting through to you
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn & walk away
Baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
How did we end up here this way?
What are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out
We're tripping on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me halfway,
If you want me to be with you..
I remember when, I'd be with my friends
You checked on me and made time to call
But how things have changed?
Now I don't hear from you at all.
Like you don't appreciate all that I do.
You gotta show me that you want me to stay
Don't turn & walk away
Baby I'm slowly falling out of love with you
I don't know what to do,
How did we end up here this way?
What are we gonna do?
I'm slowly falling out
We're tripping on silly things
Boy I need you to meet me halfway,
If you want me to be with you..
I remember when, I'd be with my friends
You checked on me and made time to call
But how things have changed?
Now I don't hear from you at all.
I'm not trying to throw tantrums here and I hope you understand. I know it's alright for us to think differently. But too differently is a problem, isn't it? We're thinking things in total opposite manner. I need attention. You need an independent girl. I try hard to be one, I get upset. You try to give me more attention, it's too tiring.
I'm hungryyyyyyyy!
I'm tired.
I'm getting eff-ed up with practically everything.
I can't wait to get to HK.
Brian had been going back to church alrd. &it makes me guilty of my own church attendance and behaviour. The faith he had, the commitment and everything.
Reflection time.
| 1:20 AM
The very first day of my life
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now I see that I'm beautiful
Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so dysfunctional
Now I forgotten all the times
And all the days that I was lovin you.
Just like a ghost from my past
Saying that you want me back
Love me, leave me
Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me leave me alone
Now there used to be a time
That I woulda taken you back again
But now that I have you out my mind
Now I'm totally independent
So you can save your little lies
Cause I know what's happenin'
Your missin' me but say goodbye now
To all the days I was lovin' you
If you really wanna help
Than you should go
Cause I promised myself
I'd let it alone
At the back of the shelf
Cause where I put what we had
I'll never going back, no
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now I see that I'm beautiful
Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so dysfunctional
Now I forgotten all the times
And all the days that I was lovin you.
Just like a ghost from my past
Saying that you want me back
Love me, leave me
Cause I've already closed that door
Don't want to be
In the pain I felt before
If I only could be myself
Without your approval anymore
If you love me leave me alone
Now there used to be a time
That I woulda taken you back again
But now that I have you out my mind
Now I'm totally independent
So you can save your little lies
Cause I know what's happenin'
Your missin' me but say goodbye now
To all the days I was lovin' you
If you really wanna help
Than you should go
Cause I promised myself
I'd let it alone
At the back of the shelf
Cause where I put what we had
I'll never going back, no
estelli says:
cannot just judge by thinking de laaaaa ^^
So, I'm trying to put this issue behind me.
But it's still pretty bothering.
It's hard to let you think along my line and vice versa.
(I'm adapting.)
Wdv.
I have a sudden urge to bawl.
D: D: D:
Tmrw will be a better day 'cause it's day out with Charmaine and Wong LiangJin.
My lunch will be on him.
:D :D :D
Thursday, November 27, 2008 | 11:11 PM
Is it just me or what?
I'm not keeping a distance from you, neither am I not being truthful to you.
But it's kinda obvious we do hold different perspective towards many subjects.
More of character differences?
Isn't it tiring to have us both trying to fit in to each other's thinking and opinions?
I'm not keeping a distance from you, neither am I not being truthful to you.
But it's kinda obvious we do hold different perspective towards many subjects.
More of character differences?
Isn't it tiring to have us both trying to fit in to each other's thinking and opinions?
| 1:35 AM
HELLOWELLOJELLO!
I'M FEELING VERY HIGH NOW :D :D :D
'CAUSE BOYF HAD MADE ME A VVVVVVV HAPPY GIRL LATELY!
Last Thursday was Cousin's wedding and yadayadayadayada food was greaaaaaaaaaaat~ (FATS YO) And went to boyf's class chalet after that. Sorry boy for having you to come all the way out to fetch me in and waited 2hr at the bus stop for me :X
So we both went home on Fri morning &I totally overslept so in the end I missed my job interview togther with Estelli so now they don't wanna hire us D: (small gas!)
Went boyf's house after that for movie marathon which totally failed 'cause we started watching some teevee programme till 11plus then we watched Kite Runner (Very touching!) and then decided to take a break. But who knows we both slept till the next morning. Then woke up watched Saw then supposed to bathe dota go out but boyf refuses to wake up after that (ok, 'cause he sick so he big so he can sleep) so I went home after that w/o asking him to send me home. &I met a dirty old man again!!!!!!!!!!! D:<
Gym-ed and gotten my bottle with Estelli on Tues :D
Collected my chio phone (actually now I look I no longer think it's chio and wlao eh i take damn long to type a messge ok) then had dinner w Boyf! ^^ Seafood platter for 2 &I ate more than himmmmmmmmmm D:< (Fats yo) But it was his treattttttttt :D So after that we took the long way home and yadayada.
Met up with him today again and we watched another movie Life Support on HBO at his place first then he slept I did 4 binomial questions and we argueargueargue then he decided to wake up and get ready to go Vivo with me. Bk for dinner and Madagascar2 for movie :D Very niceeeeeeeeee. I mean ya, there's a lot of meaning in everything so yeah. Funny &touching. And he sent me home! ^^
Gym-ing + Sauna tmrw!
:D :D :D
HEH, thanks boyf from waking up from your sleep to call me 'cause it was raining like @$#%$^##$ with lightning and thunder!
I love my boyfriend!
I'M FEELING VERY HIGH NOW :D :D :D
'CAUSE BOYF HAD MADE ME A VVVVVVV HAPPY GIRL LATELY!
Last Thursday was Cousin's wedding and yadayadayadayada food was greaaaaaaaaaaat~ (FATS YO) And went to boyf's class chalet after that. Sorry boy for having you to come all the way out to fetch me in and waited 2hr at the bus stop for me :X
So we both went home on Fri morning &I totally overslept so in the end I missed my job interview togther with Estelli so now they don't wanna hire us D: (small gas!)
Went boyf's house after that for movie marathon which totally failed 'cause we started watching some teevee programme till 11plus then we watched Kite Runner (Very touching!) and then decided to take a break. But who knows we both slept till the next morning. Then woke up watched Saw then supposed to bathe dota go out but boyf refuses to wake up after that (ok, 'cause he sick so he big so he can sleep) so I went home after that w/o asking him to send me home. &I met a dirty old man again!!!!!!!!!!! D:<
Gym-ed and gotten my bottle with Estelli on Tues :D
Collected my chio phone (actually now I look I no longer think it's chio and wlao eh i take damn long to type a messge ok) then had dinner w Boyf! ^^ Seafood platter for 2 &I ate more than himmmmmmmmmm D:< (Fats yo) But it was his treattttttttt :D So after that we took the long way home and yadayada.
Met up with him today again and we watched another movie Life Support on HBO at his place first then he slept I did 4 binomial questions and we argueargueargue then he decided to wake up and get ready to go Vivo with me. Bk for dinner and Madagascar2 for movie :D Very niceeeeeeeeee. I mean ya, there's a lot of meaning in everything so yeah. Funny &touching. And he sent me home! ^^
Gym-ing + Sauna tmrw!
:D :D :D
HEH, thanks boyf from waking up from your sleep to call me 'cause it was raining like @$#%$^##$ with lightning and thunder!
I love my boyfriend!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 | 12:43 AM
OK I'M EFF-ING BOREDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Photobucket is so slow.
Baby is unavailable 'cause of his primary school chalet so he isn't replying me D:
D: Reply ley reply.
Sian. Bored. Boreed. Boreeed.
ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz
I paid the deposit for my new phone :D
Going to bring prettaye back tmrw with Baby.
Still not excited.
I'm going to run around the house now.
Zaijian.
Reply la!
(edit)
Derrick is ultra charming + attractive laaaaaaaaaa!
(/edit)
&I'm pissed. I'm trying hard to control.
I THINK DOMO IS ULTRA CUTEEEEEEEEEE!
&I WNA GET THIS BAG D:<
I'm still missing you D:
Why do you have to go off so soon...
D: D: D:
I'm getting rather spoilt by you.
Please take care during your primary school class chalet!
PRIMARY LEY.
♥Angelina. says:
HAHAHA, OK LA. YOU EXPERIENCED MA YOU THE NICEST LE LA
estelli says:
hwahwahwa!! i nicer than chang ley!
Ok la, Bimbo has been ultra nice 'cause she had been doing the advertising + confirming orders from online seller and yadayada.
Did I mention scissors, paper, stone is sucha good invention.
&Bimbo lost to me!
Photobucket is so slow.
Baby is unavailable 'cause of his primary school chalet so he isn't replying me D:
D: Reply ley reply.
Sian. Bored. Boreed. Boreeed.
ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz
I paid the deposit for my new phone :D
Going to bring prettaye back tmrw with Baby.
Still not excited.
I'm going to run around the house now.
Zaijian.
Reply la!
(edit)
Derrick is ultra charming + attractive laaaaaaaaaa!
(/edit)
&I'm pissed. I'm trying hard to control.
Monday, November 24, 2008 | 2:12 AM
I THINK DOMO IS ULTRA CUTEEEEEEEEEE!
&I WNA GET THIS BAG D:<
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna crdboard got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money they don't understand
I'm not...broke. I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
Gonna crdboard got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money they don't understand
I'm not...broke. I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street
I'm still missing you D:
Why do you have to go off so soon...
D: D: D:
I'm getting rather spoilt by you.
Please take care during your primary school class chalet!
PRIMARY LEY.
♥Angelina. says:
HAHAHA, OK LA. YOU EXPERIENCED MA YOU THE NICEST LE LA
estelli says:
hwahwahwa!! i nicer than chang ley!
Ok la, Bimbo has been ultra nice 'cause she had been doing the advertising + confirming orders from online seller and yadayada.
Did I mention scissors, paper, stone is sucha good invention.
&Bimbo lost to me!
Sunday, November 23, 2008 | 11:15 PM
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了 离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这
真的痛了 怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢 我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了 开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得 你不等了
说好的幸福呢 我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Bad day.
I hoped.
The phone call didn't have to end.
I've no idea why did my dependency on you have to be so strong.
I need you to be here with me now.
Cousin was suddenly full of y'kno, and began talking about this to me when I was supposed to be the one consoling her.
I wna go to Dempsey for pubbing &chillinggggggggggg ! D:<
Idk why I had been thinking a lot about you these days perhaps 'cause it's the 18th again but at least I know this time round I'm missing you as a friend with no feelings attached, just concerned about you. Had been thinking a lot about the past, more of the happy memories than the ugly break up we had. Well, afterall I had learnt a lot from you &this r/s.
I wna go to Sentosa and sit cable car and have movie marathons and blah and blah and blah with Baby before he gets enlisted and before school is killing me!
Ahhhhhhh~
Did I mention I have holidays till 2Feb?
HIAKHIAKHIAK!
More time with nanpengyou :D
Tmrw night I'm dropping by his class chalet &movie marathon on Fri!
:D :D :D
He made me a happy girlllllllllllll~
&there is a day out with him on Sat again!
It's going to be quite bad since he can't sleep for 3nights.
I'm sure you'll lose the bet again! HIAK
You're always losing so just accept it and stop fighting.
I wna sleep ey you stupid body just go to sleep can why you don't want to sleep last time got school always wna sleep now no school nothing to do then you don't want to sleep!
Anyway, my visit to the dentist was quite coooooooool~ Dentist was uber nice.
I decided to be a dentist in future instead!
&online shopping is a killer D:< &I've yet to find a job! D:<
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了倦了我哭了 离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着 有些爱只给到这
真的痛了 怎么了你累了
说好的幸福呢 我懂了不说了
爱淡了梦远了 开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得 你不等了
说好的幸福呢 我错了泪干了
放手了后悔了 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Bad day.
I hoped.
The phone call didn't have to end.
I've no idea why did my dependency on you have to be so strong.
I need you to be here with me now.
Thursday, November 20, 2008 | 2:11 AM
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy
Cousin was suddenly full of y'kno, and began talking about this to me when I was supposed to be the one consoling her.
I wna go to Dempsey for pubbing &chillinggggggggggg ! D:<
Idk why I had been thinking a lot about you these days perhaps 'cause it's the 18th again but at least I know this time round I'm missing you as a friend with no feelings attached, just concerned about you. Had been thinking a lot about the past, more of the happy memories than the ugly break up we had. Well, afterall I had learnt a lot from you &this r/s.
I wna go to Sentosa and sit cable car and have movie marathons and blah and blah and blah with Baby before he gets enlisted and before school is killing me!
Ahhhhhhh~
Did I mention I have holidays till 2Feb?
HIAKHIAKHIAK!
More time with nanpengyou :D
Tmrw night I'm dropping by his class chalet &movie marathon on Fri!
:D :D :D
He made me a happy girlllllllllllll~
&there is a day out with him on Sat again!
It's going to be quite bad since he can't sleep for 3nights.
I'm sure you'll lose the bet again! HIAK
You're always losing so just accept it and stop fighting.
I wna sleep ey you stupid body just go to sleep can why you don't want to sleep last time got school always wna sleep now no school nothing to do then you don't want to sleep!
Anyway, my visit to the dentist was quite coooooooool~ Dentist was uber nice.
I decided to be a dentist in future instead!
&online shopping is a killer D:< &I've yet to find a job! D:<
| 12:29 AM
I'M HERE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT ESTELLI IS DAMN NICE 'CAUSE SHE HELPED ME TO CONTACT 2 ONLINE SELLERS WHEN I ONLY HELPED HER COLLECT HER CARDIGAN FROM THE ONLINE SELLER TODAY SO YA PLEASE BE HAPPY BIMBO TO SEE THIS HERE.
Oky that Tyra show is damn effing gross like Idk whattttttttttt ):
&I bought my pretty heels today with Peixuan just now!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
(Edit)
I WAS LMAO WHEN I WAS READING HUITENG'S BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S JUST SO FUNNY TO SEE HER ANGRY.
HIAK
(/Edit)
Wlaoooooooooo, body cooperate and go to sleep leyyyyyyyyy.
I'm going Peni tmrwwwwwwwwww! :D
Oky that Tyra show is damn effing gross like Idk whattttttttttt ):
&I bought my pretty heels today with Peixuan just now!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D
(Edit)
I WAS LMAO WHEN I WAS READING HUITENG'S BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT'S JUST SO FUNNY TO SEE HER ANGRY.
HIAK
(/Edit)
Wlaoooooooooo, body cooperate and go to sleep leyyyyyyyyy.
I'm going Peni tmrwwwwwwwwww! :D
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 | 2:58 AM
I NEED AN OUTLET TO COMPLAIN!
Me wna sleep but I can't sleep and my chest has to hurt so badly every single time I breathe at this point of time like wtfffffffffffffffffff pain la~ go to sleep.
Oky, nights (:
Me wna sleep but I can't sleep and my chest has to hurt so badly every single time I breathe at this point of time like wtfffffffffffffffffff pain la~ go to sleep.
Oky, nights (:
| 2:02 AM
I'm not liking this.
I don't see the point of you wanting me to revisit all the options when I already made up my mind.
I'm disliking the feeling of uncertainty.
The thought of having to face this next year all over again like how I did this year seems to be quite fearful. We all started off together, adapting to the whole new JC curriculum together and it's now, just me doing this alone?
Okkkkkk what don't kill me makes me stronger! :D
But.
Wdv.
I won't have you around so often next year and it's going to be quite a turn off 'cause I've to deal with the whole damn new school term w/o you and worst,half the time 3/4 of the time I can't be with you? It's going to be quite tough geting used to my mundane life without you &it's quite frightening to know how much changes that will bring to the both of us and this r/s.
I don't see the point of you wanting me to revisit all the options when I already made up my mind.
I'm disliking the feeling of uncertainty.
The thought of having to face this next year all over again like how I did this year seems to be quite fearful. We all started off together, adapting to the whole new JC curriculum together and it's now, just me doing this alone?
Okkkkkk what don't kill me makes me stronger! :D
But.
Wdv.
I won't have you around so often next year and it's going to be quite a turn off 'cause I've to deal with the whole damn new school term w/o you and worst,
| 12:13 AM
HOW DO YOU DRAW A RECTANGLE WITH 3 LINES?
It's supposed to be an Alevel Math question from Ireland, according to Estelli but you've to doubt the reliability of it. xiao4 dian2 too low alrd so I practically lmao when I saw that. Thenthenthen, Estelli said it's her lil bro's math homework and he is only Pri3.
Okyyyyyyy, I feel quite ashamed of my IQ.
): ): ):
OK wait check this out:
1. continue d sequence in logical way: 25 points
M T W T
Sol: M T W T F S S ....DAYS OF WEEK
2. Correct this formula with a single stroke: 25 points
5 + 5 + 5 = 550
SOL: 5 4 5 + 5 =550....CHANGE + SIGN TO 4
3. Please write anything here 25 points
| |
| |
| |
|___________________________|
SOL: HEY THAT WAS THE EASIEST ONE...
anything______________________
4. Draw a rectangle with 3 lines: 25 points
SOL: U knw guys In research terminology there is a term called Principle of Easy penetration which says that one should apply easy applications before applying hard ones, to solve a problem...This test depicts d same view...
So a rectangle with 3 lines...here it goes
Draw a rectangle & then draw 3 lines in it....tht makes a rectangle with 3 lines...I'm sad that I'm not born in Ireland 'cause I'll most prolly ace ALevels and get myself into a local Uni w/o studying much.
I'm going to see the dentist tmrwwwwwwww :X
&I hate the dentist.
&I'm going to go with Estelli.
(How cool?)
&I'm contemplating to have braces.
(Actually I didn't even have the thought of that till boyf keep sayingsayingsaying then I feel my teeth actually quite ugly.)
Okay, it's the 18th alrd! Means. ALevels is over for baby! ^^
HIAKHIAKHIAK :D :D :D
Oky, that's about it.
PMS is making me ultra bad mood + uncomfortable + think too much + superduperextraextra moody + unable to sleep well + super clingy to boyf
): ): ):
WLAO.
Wait, try this.
http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html
I'm off to play that damn thing.
No, I give up playing that.
OHHHHHH,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, NZH!
Okyyyyyyy, I feel quite ashamed of my IQ.
): ): ):
OK wait check this out:
1. continue d sequence in logical way: 25 points
M T W T
Sol: M T W T F S S ....DAYS OF WEEK
2. Correct this formula with a single stroke: 25 points
5 + 5 + 5 = 550
SOL: 5 4 5 + 5 =550....CHANGE + SIGN TO 4
3. Please write anything here 25 points
| |
| |
| |
|___________________________|
SOL: HEY THAT WAS THE EASIEST ONE...
anything______________________
4. Draw a rectangle with 3 lines: 25 points
SOL: U knw guys In research terminology there is a term called Principle of Easy penetration which says that one should apply easy applications before applying hard ones, to solve a problem...This test depicts d same view...
So a rectangle with 3 lines...here it goes
Draw a rectangle & then draw 3 lines in it....tht makes a rectangle with 3 lines...I'm sad that I'm not born in Ireland 'cause I'll most prolly ace ALevels and get myself into a local Uni w/o studying much.
I'm going to see the dentist tmrwwwwwwww :X
&I hate the dentist.
&I'm going to go with Estelli.
(How cool?)
&I'm contemplating to have braces.
(Actually I didn't even have the thought of that till boyf keep sayingsayingsaying then I feel my teeth actually quite ugly.)
Okay, it's the 18th alrd! Means. ALevels is over for baby! ^^
HIAKHIAKHIAK :D :D :D
Oky, that's about it.
PMS is making me ultra bad mood + uncomfortable + think too much + superduperextraextra moody + unable to sleep well + super clingy to boyf
): ): ):
WLAO.
Wait, try this.
http://www.addictinggames.com/theimpossiblequiz.html
I'm off to play that damn thing.
No, I give up playing that.
OHHHHHH,
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, NZH!
Sunday, November 16, 2008 | 10:56 PM
HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH OUR BLOGSHOP.
PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AT IT.
THOUGH THEY ARE ALL SECOND HAND ITEMS BUT THEY ARE IN DAMN GOOD CONDITION + FRICKING DIRT CHEAP.
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
Okayyy, I'm on my way to find an online supplier or whatever supplier so that we can conduct some preorders. HIAK ^^
Boyf isn't replying me ):
I'M OFFICIALLY DONE WITH OUR BLOGSHOP.
PLEASE GO TAKE A LOOK AT IT.
THOUGH THEY ARE ALL SECOND HAND ITEMS BUT THEY ARE IN DAMN GOOD CONDITION + FRICKING DIRT CHEAP.
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
http://glamour-vicenda.blogspot.com
Okayyy, I'm on my way to find an online supplier or whatever supplier so that we can conduct some preorders. HIAK ^^
Boyf isn't replying me ):