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I've been through this. It isn't that difficult, right? I wanna move on. I wanna see how things would turned out to be like. But, I'm scared... The fear of it is so great that I feel like backing out every single day.
I hate it that the thought of escaping strikes me everyday 'cause I've no confidence in myself. To think of it, do I even deserve anything from you?
Idk why. But ytd's conversation made me... Uneasy(?) Insecure(?)
