xoxo

Well I was there on the day
They sold the cause for the queen,
And when the lights all went out
We watched our lives on the screen.
I hate the ending myself,
But it started with an alright scene.

It was the roar of the crowd
That gave me heartache to sing.
It was a lie when they smiled
And said, "you won't feel a thing"
And as we ran from the cops
We laughed so hard it would sting

If I'm so wrong
How can you listen all night long?
Now will it matter after I'm gone?
Because you never learn a goddamned thing.

You're just a sad song with nothing to say
About a life long wait for a hospital stay
And if you think that I'm wrong,
This never meant nothing to ya

I spent my high school career
Spit on and shoved to agree
So I could watch all my heroes
Sell a car on tv
Bring out the old guillotine
We'll show 'em what we all mean.

So go, go away, just go, run away.
But where did you run to? And where did you hide?
Go find another way, price you pay

It seems like..... I can never live up to your expectations. I'm worn out. Have it ever occured to you that it's painful to see myself disappointing you over and over again.
The moment you hung up on me was the worst D:

I hate myself for breaking down over such small little stuffs when it's supposed to be make me stronger.

What doesn't kill me, makes me stronger! :D