Angelina,17I wanna love, I wanna live
I want you to love me
I want you to leave me
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leaving me now
I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
I wanna know if I could be
Someone to turn to
That could never hurt you
But I know what you think of me
Yeah, you had a breakthrough
And now I’m just bad news for you
I should've told you everything
I never gave you anything
I should've told you everything
If I could give you anything
You know I'd tell you everything
Loads of stuffs have been running through my mind. Maybe that something triggered it off and brought me to realisation that... I'm nothing more that some superficial bitch. I find it very hard to open up with my group of friends. I'm not saying that they aren't good, 'cause they are really my greatest clique. It's just somehow, the reasoning, the realisation just dawned upon me. It's just somehow, the friendship, that I held quite dearly turned out to be unlike what I had in mind. I guessed we had somehow, somewhat drift apart more or less. It seems unlike the past, unlike the group of friends that I could always relied on. We had all moved on with our lives, make new friends. How did the closest friends ever become a hi-bye stranger? Perhaps, I could no longer find a point in keeping up with a friendship that was so ever superficial such that I chose to avoid
it, keep away from it. Perhaps, I'm one superficial being. If I knew how to convey it out,
I would have gladly told you everything. I miss the fun, laughter and comfort that I had with you.
(Suddenly, I thought of Jenna Lim! :D Rawrrrrrr, she had been a nice friend
all these while despite of my always sudden disappearance. )
Why do we have to fill every space of silence with words when it weren't
even truthful words?
Have been quite outta my mind these days.
Hope it will go away soon.
I don't wna keep up with this attention-seeking gf role.
Sorry baby :X
Mum is as usual, acting so madly, pissing the hell outta me. She is implementing curfews on me now?!?!?!?! Since when did curfews come into the picture. Crapyo. Not in the mood to talk to her, so it's cold war in the process.
In fact, I find myself not wanting to talk to anyone.
Even him. I wna tell you everything that I'm feeling but somehow, it just doesn't feel appropriate. It makes me feel... Childish?
Still, baby. I feel very much alive whenever you're with me somehow. It feels comfortable to have you around, to know that I'll always have you to catch me when I fall. It seems like I am able to be myself that easily in front of you. I have no idea how to tell you how nice you are but yeah...
♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU!
I'm sick of playing pretend.
I want you to love me
I want you to leave me
I wanna stand where I can see
I'm watching you love me
I'm watching you leaving me now
I wish I could be somebody else
I wish I could see you in myself
Wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me and
Say what you really feel
You know I need something that's real
I wish there was something inside me
To keep you beside me
I wanna know if I could be
Someone to turn to
That could never hurt you
But I know what you think of me
Yeah, you had a breakthrough
And now I’m just bad news for you
I should've told you everything
I never gave you anything
I should've told you everything
If I could give you anything
You know I'd tell you everything
Loads of stuffs have been running through my mind. Maybe that something triggered it off and brought me to realisation that... I'm nothing more that some superficial bitch. I find it very hard to open up with my group of friends. I'm not saying that they aren't good, 'cause they are really my greatest clique. It's just somehow, the reasoning, the realisation just dawned upon me. It's just somehow, the friendship, that I held quite dearly turned out to be unlike what I had in mind. I guessed we had somehow, somewhat drift apart more or less. It seems unlike the past, unlike the group of friends that I could always relied on. We had all moved on with our lives, make new friends. How did the closest friends ever become a hi-bye stranger? Perhaps, I could no longer find a point in keeping up with a friendship that was so ever superficial such that I chose to avoid
it, keep away from it. Perhaps, I'm one superficial being. If I knew how to convey it out,
I would have gladly told you everything. I miss the fun, laughter and comfort that I had with you.
(Suddenly, I thought of Jenna Lim! :D Rawrrrrrr, she had been a nice friend
all these while despite of my always sudden disappearance. )
Why do we have to fill every space of silence with words when it weren't
even truthful words?
Have been quite outta my mind these days.
Hope it will go away soon.
I don't wna keep up with this attention-seeking gf role.
Sorry baby :X
Mum is as usual, acting so madly, pissing the hell outta me. She is implementing curfews on me now?!?!?!?! Since when did curfews come into the picture. Crapyo. Not in the mood to talk to her, so it's cold war in the process.
In fact, I find myself not wanting to talk to anyone.
Even him. I wna tell you everything that I'm feeling but somehow, it just doesn't feel appropriate. It makes me feel... Childish?
Still, baby. I feel very much alive whenever you're with me somehow. It feels comfortable to have you around, to know that I'll always have you to catch me when I fall. It seems like I am able to be myself that easily in front of you. I have no idea how to tell you how nice you are but yeah...
♥♥♥ I LOVE YOU!
I'm sick of playing pretend.