Angelina,17
Am I not pretty enough?
Is my heart too broken?
Do I cry too much?
Am I too outspoken?
Don’t I make you laugh?
Should I try it harder?
Why do you see right through me?
I live, I breathe, I let it rain on me,
I sleep, I wake, I try hard not to break,
I crave, I love, I’ve waited long enough,
I try as hard as I can.
Yknow...
When people gets older, they tend to talk less though they have a wider vocab and tend to express themselves in other ways.
At least that was what I felt.
Yet, recently. I find it quite difficult for me to tell others how I really feel. Communication barrier, I supposed. Whenever I am saying something, it isn't exactly what I wna express.
Promos had been a rather big bitch.
I'm feeling quite lost all of a sudden.
I do not know what I want anymore.
I'm afraid of making decisions.
I don't feel like myself anymore.
Idk if I'm falling too deep 'cause it really spells happiness yet, I'm afraid to waking up, realising that I'm holding on to nothing.
I'm sorry that I'd disappointed you. Exchange of angry words would be better off rather than having you staring at me with those disappointed eyes. Not even a simple explanation manage to escape from my mouth. Did I mention... I really hate seeing myself failing your expectations.
